It’s aggravating and that cannot be denied. This feeling that you have a sincere passion for something, and so you pursue, but you consistently fall short while those with questionable sincerity get ahead.
What did you get for trying to be self-less? A lot of smiles, and pats on the back, and so and so and so on … but not what you were looking for. What you were hoping for. What you thought you were working towards.
But every end is a beginning, and every beginning an end.
so it goes.